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| New Journal |
[28 Jun 2004|10:24pm] |
I made me a new journal because this one is to cluttered and junky. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) soulchildremix is my new lj name, add me if you want because im probly making it friends only. that is all, byee.
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[27 Jun 2004|08:51pm] |
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Obstacle 1, by Interpol |
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Body Varial Kickflip
Retarded kickflip
Dont ask why my body goes left, and my board goes right. I dont know I dont care, I flipped the board and landed with both feet on, and theres proof. Now I will work on actually doing them so they dont look so stupid, although the first one was ment to be like that.
Yup not really an update, just had to post them pics.
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[26 Jun 2004|09:59pm] |
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Man Im just gettin lazy with those subjects nowadays.
I just got in from skatin. Shit its frusterating but whatever. Kickflips just make me fuckin angry though. I swear I busted like 10 in a row and then my brain just went retarded and i couldnt land em. So since last time I skated I landed body varial kickflips (board flips like a kickflip, but my body turns to the left 180) I decided to work on those. I was landed those things so much even though they should be harder. I recorded myself doin one but since it was alredy dark it didnt show. fakie kickflips arent to hard so idno. I needa shower...
The reason I was skatin is because Birch bailed on plans to go to Forward Hall, just like he bailed on plans to go to Angies. lol he bails on plans alot. Oh well I didnt even know the bands playin so its not a big loss. Just wish he wouldnt have told me he would be here at a specific time so that I end up chillin waiten when I could be doing more important things. Whatever next time I see him ill punch him in the dick.
Went to the movies with Allyson, Kimm, and Stan today. Stan had the same shirt i have that says im like a superhero with no powers or motivation. Hell yeah saw Harry Potter, it was alright, not what I thought. Kimm and Stan are really cute together though, I was like all like AWWWWWWWE. I hope they end up goin out or somethin cuz there good for eachother.
And Im still obsessed with The Sims...That game is bloody addicting. I supposed its better for me to be addicted to The Simes then say, crack, booze, or PEZ (Although PEZ was an addiction for awhile). Thats all for now, Off to The Sims
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| Bust a Move Fools |
[25 Jun 2004|10:29pm] |
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Bust it
This here's a tale for all the fellas,
try to do what those ladies tell us,
get shot down cuz you're over zealous.
play hard to get females get jealous.
Ok, smarty, go to a party.
girls are scantilly clad and showin' body,
a chick walks by, ya wish ya could sex her,
but she's in another world like you was poindexter.
Next day's function, high class luncheon.
Food is served, and you're stone cold munchin'.
Music comes on, people start to dance,
but then you ate so much you nearly split your pants.
A girl starts walkin', guys start gawkin',
sits down next to you and starts talkin'.
Says she wanna dance cuz she likes to groove,
so come on, fatso, and just bust a move .
She's dressed in yellow
she says hello
come sit next to me ya fine fellow
You run over there without a second to lose
and what comes next, hey, bust a move
Girls are fakin', goodness sakin',
they want a man who brings home the bacon.
Got no money and got no car,
then you got no woman and there you are.
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| Ch Ch Check It Out |
[22 Jun 2004|04:55pm] |
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Hmm Im bored so I made one of them things everyone always copies and such. Yes I made It, cuz I rawk. Take it to see your emoness! My emo song is Beccas favorite song, thats pretty grand.
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| The Best Song I Have Ever Heard |
[20 Jun 2004|12:37am] |
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"But there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
and now that it's gone just like it wasn't there at all
and here I rest: where disappointment and regret collide
lying awake at night; all night, when I'm lying awake at night "
Title and Registration, by Death Cab For Cutie
I have never heard a song better then this. I listened to it briefly at Borders. I came home and downloaded it and it is the best song I have ever heard. Its like some wierd song Ive been looking to hear. Its sad, but it makes me feel better about things which have been on my mind for what seems like an eternity. If you have any desire to put yourself in my frame of mind, download that song, lay your head to the speakers and just shut your eyes.
Anyways the past few days have gone as follows.
Yesterday I chilled at Birches for a while. At Casey V.'s birthday party last year Justin whooped me, 8-0 in wrestlemania. Now the score is 8-4, oh yes I whooped his emo ass. But I geuss his mind was somewhere else (Krista). Theres alot of drama going on between Krista, James, and Birch and I hope they get it figured out. Im not trying to blame anyone for anything, I think it would be good for Birch to give her some space, and for Krista to also not talk to Birch, they need some time apart. Today I skated with James and got kinda messed up, landed kickflips, first time in a while. Also a few fakie varials and two kickflip body varials (on accident of course). I saw Lauren and I didnt talk to her, because I was headed to James, I dunno why thats on my mind but I feel like a dick for doing it. Just a bit ago I went to panos and chilled with the lovely Katie J. and Kally (think thats how her names spelled). It was...interesting lol. Between kids running into jukeboxes, pepper in eyes, and playing flips with coffe creamer lol. Hope I get to chill with those gals again. That is all for now, my past few days just for you to read. For all of you who are dealin with drama or bullshit, just relax, life is awesome it just has its shitty moments, but youll get through it. For those of you causing drama, I hope you guys/gals grow up. (Not aimed towards ANYONE)
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| In Yo Face Bird |
[17 Jun 2004|10:27pm] |
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| Please Comeomcoeme |
[16 Jun 2004|05:58pm] |
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I feel good. My summer is what I wanted it to be. Nice and relaxing. Alot of the drama I was experiencing before is gone as I realize I could give a fuck less. Thats a good feeling when you dont give a fuck. I am getting my skate on, and im relaxing, and that makes me happy because thats all I am striving for right now.
Heres what happened yesterday and today, because I cant remember two days back.
Um yesterday I woke up at like 2ish, and im all ready to take a shower and I gets me a knock on the door. Im like crap its probly some jehova witnesses, so I grabbed a lighter (for there pamphlets they hand out, always gives me a chuckle to see there faces when I light there bible on fire in front of them). It turned out to be Birch, Dave, and like 4 other guys I didnt and still dont know. They all bring there damned bikes in my house, drink ALL my water, and use my computer im just like ...Grrr. So then we all rode down to Ambers, lookin like a lil biker gang (except for me, being on my good ole skateboard). We all chilled for a while then I was bored so we left. Went up to around the post office and we met with this kid and this "hot" girl. I use hot in quotations because Birch said she was hot, this turned out to be a lie as she was pretty nasty. Ugly lil gals nowadays lol. That was my day...Come to think of it that doesnt tell for a good story as it had no point at all.
Today I woke up at like 1, thats early for me. Amber wanted to go swimming so yeah, Amber, her brother, some dude, and I went to the Y. Oy there was some ugly gals there, but it was fun to make fun of em with Amber lol. And yeah thats it, Im probly goin skatin later so yeah shall be a fun time. Thas all for now, bye yall.
Am I the only kid who says yall anymore?
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[13 Jun 2004|04:28pm] |
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"I like the ones who say they listen to the punk rock
I like the kids who fight against how they were brought up
They hate the trends and think it's fucked to care
It's cool when they piss people off with what they wear, oh yeah!"
Hmm yesterday was pretty cool. I felt like shit all day though, Ive been forever sick, I probly have some wierd disease, meh that would be funny. I ended up going to Lauren and Amanda's dance recital thing. I was all nervous for em before they went up, probly more nervous then they were. They rocked though so it was cool. Today Im goin either skating or to the Belle Valley dance. Id rather go skatin cuz Belle was kinda lame but Idno, depends on who is goin.
| How to make a dstrymysweatr |
Ingredients:
1 part success
5 parts arrogance
5 parts energy |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy! |
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| Dude, This Water Is Tight Lipped |
[11 Jun 2004|09:42pm] |
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Today was friday? Yeah. Birch came over and we went to Amber's. We had to ride through the ghetto and he was all nervous and scared someone was gonna jump his ass (which wasnt that farfetched of a thought) but still it was humorous. We got there and ended up goin to Mcdonalds. This other chick came, I forgot her name but she seemed hyper. I feel kinda bad cuz I was being mean to Amber today. Then I was kinda bored so Birch and I left to go skatin. First we came home and tried to figure out some people to skate with, and where to skate. We ended up goin to Angies for a bit, it was funny watchin her try and skate. Then we went to Grover where this other dude was skatin, him and I were about equal, although he manualed the box in the back the cleanest. I would post up pics of me manualin the box but Birches cam work sucked the few times I did get it, but its cool. My cam was all fucked up today so alot of the pics and audio are screwy for some reason.
( Click For Some Pics )
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Hellz yeah. Skatin yesterday, that was the highlight. The third trick aint me, thats some dude James me and Justin met yesterday. Not much but still good for me.
One more day of school and then summer break. Hot damn this year went by fast. I need a freakin summer job like really bad, If all else fails im just goin to good ole McDonalds. Well Amber and I broke up which kinda sucks. We will still be friends and hang out though so no biggy. Im just kinda mad because some of the reasoning behind it wasnt even true. But its cool cuz I do just wanna be friends with her.
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| It Hurts To Always Have To Be Honest With The One That You Love (Ha Sike) |
[04 Jun 2004|08:25pm] |
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I’m heaven sent
Don’t you dare forget
I am all you ever wanted
What all the other boys all promised
Sorry I told, I just needed you to know
I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We’re never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what its like to have my self so figured out
…wish I knew
I hope this song starts a craze
The kind of song that ignites the airways
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are with whoever they're there with,
This is war
Every line is about who I don’t want to write about anymore
Hope you come down with something they can’t diagnose,
Don’t have the cure for.
Holding on to your grudge
Oh it’s so hard to have someone to love,
And keeping quiet is hard
Cause you can’t keep a secret if it was never was a secret to start
At least pretend you didn’t want to get caught
We're concentrating on fallen apart
We were contenders and now we’re throwing the fights
I just want to believe,
I just want to believe,
I just want to believe... in us
Oh we're so c-c-c-controversial
We are entirely smooth
We admit to the truth
We are the best at what we do
And these are the words you wish you wrote down,
This is the way you wish your voice sounds
Handsome and smart
Oh my tongue’s the only muscle on my body that works harder than my heart
And it’s all from watching TV
And from speeding up my breathing
I wouldn’t stop if I could
Oh it hurts to be this good
Holding on to your grudge
Oh it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love
Oh so let it go
We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now we’re throwing the fight
I just want to believe
I just want to believe
I just want to believe
We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now we’re throwing the fight
I just want to believe
I just want to believe
I just want to believe…in us
This is the grace only we can bestow
This is the price you pay for lost of control
This is the break in the bend
This is closest of calls
This is the reason you’re alone
This is the rise and the fall
We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now we’re throwing the fights
I just want to believe
I just want to believe
I just want to believe
We're concentrating on falling apart
We were contenders, now we’re throwing the fights
I just want to believe
I just want to believe
I just want to believe… in us
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[01 Jun 2004|10:13pm] |
______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Tony
[x] sex: Male
[x] my first breath of air: May 15th
[x] status: Taken
[x] occupation: Student, Roadhouse soon
[x] best friend: None, all my friends are equal
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: April 25th
[x] worst?: Gettin my ass dumped
[x] first word uttered: Car
[x] first best friend ever!?: Casey
_______Love?_______
[x] love is: The gross exaggeration of the difference between one person and everyone else. Lol no, its just a damn funky feeling you cant control, however most people over use it WAY to fuckin much nowadays, its sickening.
[x] first love: If you dont know your stupid
[x] love or lust?: Love, lol but lust aint bad either
[x] best love song: Standard Lines- Dashboard
[x] when love hurts, you: Suck it up, or bottle that shit up.
[x] true or false: all you need is love: False
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight? Yeah
______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: Hair, Eyes, Lips
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Not at all
[x] what kinda hair style?: Pssh it all depends on the person. Straight and worn down I geuss.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Grab you as your going to leave and give you a goodbye kiss, after you already gave em a goodbye kiss. I dig that lol.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: They meet me.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: No, I dont like lookin desperate like that.
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: Cat
[x] short or long hair: I like my long hair more
[x] sunshine or rain: Sunshine...Duh
[x] moon or sun: Sun
[x] hugs or kisses: Hugs, I fuckin dig hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] summer or winter: Summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: Nintendo
[x] car or motorcycle: Car
[x] house party or club: House party
[x] sing or dance: ...wow, I cant do eitherr
[x] freak or slow dance: Slow, cuz I sure as hell cant freak
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? Awesome, better then usual, except for the whole bein sick deal.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? Gym shorts
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? Nike gray shirt
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? Wet
[x] what song are u listening to right now? The World At Large
[x] how is the weather right now? Not to nice
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? Amber
[x] last dream you can remember? I was bein chased and I couldnt escape. I always have those damn chasing dreams.
[x] who are you talking to right now? Amber, althought she keeps goin away to watch Real World lol
[x] what time is it? 10:18
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 1501
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? Blue
[x] have you ever almost died? Yes, hasnt everyone though
[x] do u like the person that sent u this? I stole it, didnt get it sent.
[x]hat's the next CD you are going to buy? Who buys cds anymore, just burn it all.
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? Lol, Ive given alotta advice. Id say the best was on girls. I dont know what specifically just alot of girl advice given in my time
[x]ever won any special award? Yes
[x]what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? Too many
[x] how many kids do you want to have? 2
[x] shampoo? Head and Shoulders! Gosta kill that dandruff
[x] what are you most scared of? Death
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 2
[x] do you have your own TV? Yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? Yes
[x] Who do you dream about? Being chased, and girls
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? Whoever wants to listen
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? Rosary
[x] who's the quietest friend? Erm idno
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a
Tootsie Pop? 1, 2, 3 *crunch* the world may never know
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| Lets Take One Final Look At The Past, And Were Out |
[29 May 2004|11:38pm] |
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Im uber sick. I hardly got any sleep yesterday so that really blows. Woke up at like 2pm, and went car shoppin (for my mom, not me) but then I came home cuz i was just to sick and not in the mood for...walking. After chillin for a bit at home and watchin Lord Of The Rings, I went to Mcdonalds to meet up with Amber and Alicia. I never met Alicia but she reminded me alot of Toni's sister Shawna.
Anyways we went back to Ambers and Alicia stayed till like 8 but then left. Since nobody was at my house and I didnt have a curfew I just decided to stay at Ambers till like 11, since shes only 10 blocks from my house I dont have to worry bout rides. Well we ended up watchin Findin Nemo (great movie) and gettin pretty close. I ended up askin her out after a bit so that rocks. I really hope I didnt get her sick though cuz, we were kinda, yeah...
I stole this from Jessicas journal. I totally rock cuz im the perfect girlfriend.
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| WTF FTW (What The Fuck, Fuck The World) |
[26 May 2004|11:16pm] |
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Okay seriously, Im for real uber tired but Ima say whats on my mind.
People need to chill. Theres a fine line between caring about someone and completely and utterly stalking them. Come on people just bloody breathe, AND NOT DOWN MY NECK. I try and be nice to people but seriously just chill. If I dont like you, I dont like you. Dont get all up in my business and act like theres some giant conspiracy against you. Its really hard to stay friends when someone freaks you out like this. Asking everyone about whats goin on in my life, jumping to crazy ass conclusions. Seriously breathe please. This is the type of shit that makes me want to block people.
Anyways, I am working on chemistry right now. Yes this late. Maybe I am writing this to procrastinate it? I dont know I dont care I dont feel like being anafreakinglitical cuz im seriously on the edge of snapping. I have to figure out how to burn a song Andy and I made onto a cd. Edit and make a VHS. And after that im set but this digital shit is tricky. I should have asked Mr. Rinke for an extention, I pray we dont get called tommorow.
Yup, my throat is totally crazy hurtin. I can hardly breathe. Okay but yes I have been hanging out with Amber alot lately. Some funny shit with Tim and her brother lol. And today I think he just pissed her off. Shes awesome though and I hope we hang out more. Maybe me putting this stuff in my journal can get someone off my damned back?
Thats it for now, back to work, ay I just zoned out for 3 min while writing this. *drooools* I need sleep.
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| Belle |
[22 May 2004|12:40am] |
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Went to Belle Valley today. I never been to them lame dances but today was cool. Met some cool people like this chica named Amber, and some others. Saw Ralph!! God that kids great. He was such a good damned dancer to... I envy him lol. Justin, Andy, and Cassie were there to. Chilled with Cass most of the time cuz she rawks. Everyone new eachother somehow it was crazy. But yeah, fun night overall even if the music sucked and shit.
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| Break A Window And Bust A Wall |
[16 May 2004|05:29pm] |
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 So pretty
 Thanks sis
Yesterday was my birthday. I went up to best buy and got me a digital camcorder. That stuff is expensive but its all good. And my sis got me some mudslides, those rock. Other then that I didnt do much besides for FAIL MY DAMN PERMIT TEST. Ugh thats so lame, I tell ya those are trick questions.
When do you have the least control of your vehicle?
a. When you are driving forward
b. When you are driving in reverse
c. When you are making left turns
d. When you are making right turns.
Answer if you think you know, I missed that one. Or another one. What do you do at a red light? Two of the choices were either check for cars, or check for pedestrians. The answer was pedestrians. Now Im no genious, but I figure checkin for cars may be a good idea to, but apperently they dont think thats a neccesity. Whatever. And I broke a window at school Friday. That was so ghetto, I went to push it open and it shattered and almost sliced Tim. Damn defective windows. Nothin else to say so ima go figure out my new camcorder. Later
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| Hellz Yeah |
[11 May 2004|07:39pm] |
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Lovin this new layout, although I still have some stuff to fix on it. Since Justin was goin with his Old School Nintendo thing, I decided I had to change. And course I had to make it better and radder then his, so I went with the Vectorman deal. If you dont know what Vectorman is, Break out of your sheltered life and learn to live! Seems it was only yesterday I was bustin open television sets, taking on evil giant twisters, turning into a train, a fish, a car or a frog. Even going up against Aurora Borialus in an early stage. Those damned bulldozers though, those were a killer. Having to sneak up on em was really hard to me. The fire extinguishers were classic though.
If you understood a word of what I just typed, I love you. and if you understand C, A, L, L, A, C, A, B(call a cab) or what shooting the logo 24 times and hitting it with your head 12 times does, then you just plain rock. Thats all for now Im out, later.
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[05 May 2004|04:43pm] |
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Turntablist Anthem, by The Executioners |
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( Survey Thing )
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[04 May 2004|05:55pm] |
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Dont, by Blink 182 |
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Sexy and sweaty after gym. Ohhh yeeea.
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